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This has such a useless and stupid day at work. There's no point in anything and I want to sleep. I'm going to watch Jonghyun's Roo2day video for the twentieth time and no one can stop me. >:( Also I'm going to be pissed if idealboy closes to ifans because of tumblr idiots.

>:( >:( >:(

edit: Can't believe we stayed all the way until 4PM. FOR NO FUCKING REASON. My mom snaps at me a lot for wasting time and being unproductive, but this shit right here, staying when we can't DO anything (bc my mom's computer, which has all of the documents, isn't connecting to the internet or recognizing flash drives and we can't scan or print anything and the phone keeps cutting out) is THE EXACT EQUIVALENT of me staying up really late on the pretense that I'll magically get something done later. WE CAN'T EVEN DO ANYTHING. And we have a dinner to go to; she even made me call this pain in the ass client to reschedule the appointment so we could ~leave early~. Well, it's still early because usually we leave at like eight. But we were meant to leave before 4:30. I need to take a shower and I am so fucking tired I don't want to go to anyone's house at all. I feel so gross. I want to listen to music and take a nap with my cat.

edit: I'm going to dig out all my old private locked half-finished entries bc I feel like shit and I always need to wallow in it like an elephant taking a mud bath.
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I feel like I'm going to burst if I don't say this somewhere, lol. That recent Candy Magazine SHINee ~interview~, the one where they all praise Onew and Key calls Minho is best friend, has no real source. NONE!

HERE IS MY MANIFESTO ON WHY THE INTERVIEW IS BULLSHIT

- there are no scans or news of the full interview.
- the only results for it ("shinee candy magazine") on Google are from tumblr or places that seem to have directly copy+pasted it, as in the same exact excerpt with the same exact translation (ex: asianfanfics); none of the links date further back than two days ago
- there's this mention here but uh the official site for Candy Magazine has no mention of such an interview
- and logistically, I don't know when they would've had an opportunity to have an interview with a Philippino magazine lately?
- or why some random fan board would have gotten access to a preview like that, when the official magazine itself has no promotions for the interview.

content wise:
SHINee themselves sound really open and cohesive in it. The interview is really really smooth. lol I just think it's pretty darn suspect. It sounds like such wishful fic thinking -- all their answers are very neat, and Key's answer is just SO ODD -- like, I think it's unlikely that he would've met Minho first out of SHINee when Key entered SM in 2005, the same year as Taemin and Jonghyun, and Minho came a year later in 2006. And jongkey were definitely friends predebut. (It's not like I don't think minkey can be close, because they've really come a long way this year; I just don't think Key would be so openly dismissive of the others for any one of them, not even for Jonghyun, and particularly not for Minho. Also, personally, I don't think Key is the type of person who associates knowing someone for a long time with being close to them.)

The Onew stuff is also really wish fulfillment-y to me. It sounds like straight rehashes of what Jonghyun said in the kindest member radio clip and the things 2min have said about Onew, ~enhanced~ with more details. I mean, I guess that's why it was "believeable"; everyone's basically heard these things before and everyone WANTS to hear these things too. (Conspiracy theory: Especially since Onew has not been uhhh the most... visibly... good leader all throughout their time in Japan. There was a solid two months (I'd say mid-June to mid-August) where he was completely out of sync with them and made zero effort in any interview or interaction. He's been better now that they're coming back to Korea more, and that's made people more hopeful, but then he didn't have a birthday fan meet where fans could read about SHINee giving him attention for his special day. idk, you could read this fake interview as an attempt to remind/reassure fandom that Onew is still an important and valuable part of the group. And since SHINee aren't saying it on their own, fans have taken the initiative to say it for them!!! They probably mean it anyway, right?!!? ugh.*)

There's a chance it could be legit ofc & if anyone has a scan or something I'd love to see it so I can squirrel it away in my obsessive database~. But uhhhmmm otherwise, it annoys me when false information is spread, even if it's a (relatively) harmless fantasy like this "interview" is.

THUS SPAKE ME. whewww okay lol tyfyt~

*I am annoyed because of the last few comments here that say IT DOESN'T MATTER IF IT'S FAKE!!11. omg stopppp, this fandom is confusing enough without people deliberately pretending that fake quotes are just as valid as things people have actually said.
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I'm really hungry & dizzy but there's company downstairs and I can't deal with feeling fug and incompetent right now. This is some straight up middle school bullshit. I'm mad at myself for being this way but that adds to the general feeling of not wanting anyone to look at me. I'm gonna drink water out of the sink and play Angry Birds until they leave. goodplan.exe
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Amazing still it seems
I'll be 23
I won't always love what I'll never have
I won't always live in my regrets

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here and now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine


I had a good day though; I was just thinking of this song. A new year!

boom pow

Sep. 29th, 2011 10:20 pm
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jesus why am I so tired?

WOW

Jun. 23rd, 2011 09:26 pm
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I HAVE ONLY JUST NOW REALIZED THAT orz IS A FUCKING EMOTICON AND NOT SOME WEIRD PENGUIN NOISE

ORZ ORZ orz orz orz ORZ ORZ

OMG MY MIND

ignore me

Jun. 10th, 2011 04:24 am
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HOW DARE THEY NOT GIVE JJONG A CARDIGAN TOO HOW DARE THEY

mhm

Feb. 21st, 2011 07:01 pm
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--------------l、゙ ~ヽ --ღ-------
--------------じしf_, )ノ ----------.
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My five days of torture turned out to be unnecessarily grim, as everyone had guessed, because I passed! the! class! YES! The professor was concerned about plagiarism, but not the accidental kind, and after she determined from my sea of babbling that I knew the subject matter enough to have written the paper, she told me that I was in the clear and would receive a B- for the class. YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

So many people were concerned about me and checked up on me throughout the day, including my therapist/counselor who asked if she could call me after the meeting to see how I was, which was really really really nice of her. I called my mom who was happy for me, and my bost frond who was happy for me too, and so were my sister and my cousin and my therapist. I came back to the cool and empty apartment, hungry and happy and sleepy for the first time in days, and I ate a marathon of food while reading a good book. I felt safe and loved in the family of things.* I still do. It is a good feeling.

Urgh I wish I could delete my extra Skype names. I hate having extraneous accounts.

For what it's worth, I am really happy at the moment, but it feels a little shaky and delirious, like in just a couple of paces I'll be sad again. 

MY FAVORITE GAME TO PLAY is WHAT WOULD I MOST LIKE TO EAT RIGHT NOW?!?!? It is inherently depressing but good for organizing the soul. I would most like to eat tri-tip with warm soft French bread, potato salad, chicken salad with walnuts, apples, and bleu cheese dressing, and fruit punch. God that sounds good. I WANT TO HAS EATS NOW.

Inception has suuuch good fic, om nom nom. Still haven't seen it yet! And it makes me anxious to see everyone falling in love with Joseph Gordon-Levitt. I don't know why this unsettles me! Maybe it feels like I should be falling in love with him too. But I don't want to be all capsy and stuff, I just want to appreciate his fine acting (FOR REAL) and what an ultimate fantasy boyfrond he is. He'd be such a cool person to know. I like his dimples. Fine, maybe I'm already a little in love. Tra la la~

It was really hot today and it will only get hotter. Monday's high will be 99. WHAT THE FUCK.

*NOW THAT I AM TERRIFIED OF  NOT CITING THINGS: this is from Wild Geese by Mary Oliver, on which I imprinted something fierce when I was sixteen.
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HELP I AM TRAPPED IN A TV TROPES DEATH SPIRAL
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WE BEAT THE SUBSPACE EMISSARY ADVENTURE ON SUPER SMASH BROS BRAWL

STFU THIS IS A BIG DEAL FOR US, WE ARE NOT GAMERS, THIS IS THE FIRST TIME WE'VE EVER FINISHED A GAME WITH A STORY AND STAGES AND BOSSES!!!! AND IT FELT DAMN GOOD

It was a total team effort!! My sister and I played through it with JJB chattering non-stop in the background like a sprite that follows you around telling you "Press B to use your boomerang!" while you look online for a cheat to help you kill him, or a random townsperson on an RPG that you try to avoid because if you walk past them you'll have to Skip twenty times while they talk about the history of the mountain or that the weather looks bad today, do you want to go fishing? OR WHATEVER.................................. anywaaaay JJB was helpful exactly 50% of the time (b/c he is literally a freaking encyclopedia when it comes to the stuff he's interested in) and CRAZY ANNOYING the other 50% of the time (b/c he is better than you and WILL NEVER STOP TALKING). And on the final boss Tabuu all three of us played against him in a frantic wii remote swap loop. It took us six tries!! gd his stupid wings. JJB was the one who finished him off with Ganondorf. (More like GanonDORK hurr hurr hurr. <-- our favorite joke) OH SWEET VICTORYYYYY

ELEVEN HOURSSSSSSSSSS~!!!!!!!!!!!!

We were probably a little too invested in the trophy story, but to be fair, JJB was the only one who actually cried when Ness sacrificed himself for Lucas. ;_____;

BEE DOO ROOO DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BA RA RA RA BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

PS, IT WAS ONLY ON EASY!!!! WE ARE ROCKSTARS

T-T-T

Mar. 11th, 2010 10:49 pm
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OMFG BRB WATCHING THE TELEPHONE (FT. BEYONCE) VIDEO

I AM LEGIT EXCITED!!!!!!!

edit: OMG IT IS 9 MINUTES LONG!!!!!!!!!!!!! I FUCKING LOVE YOU LADY GAGA NEVER LET THEM CHANGE YOU

edit: BITCH CRAZY
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THAT IS ALL.

WHAT DO YOU MEAN, "IS THAT ALL?" WHAT MORE DO YOU NEED

NASH
VILLE
CATS
~~~
!!!!!!!
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- I just got unreasonably excited to hear the Hey Bulldog riff in the Love mix of Lady Madonna.
- Here Comes the Sun is literally uplifting. It picks your whole soul up to the sunlight.
- True fact: Revolution, the song, irritates me. I'm not sure exactly why. I like it enough musically, and I'm not that against the message. And I think Paul looks hot in the promo video with his tight pants and lavendar shirt. What can I say, I like them manly.

My ankle is starting to feel the effects of hopping around. Is that normal or a bad sign? :(

Fridge and Fridge's boyfrond seem like they're going to be here for a while. They must think that I'm okay with this, but I am not. Please leave so I can feel myself up without feeling "awkward" or "self-conscious," "okay" "?" 

Robert Pollard I will call to thank you for such a delicious pie.

Creative manuevering lies ahead in my future as I prepare to take a bath.

haaaaaaaaaaaaay bulldawwwwg!
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LISTEN. YOU GUYS.

PAUL MCCARTNEY. WAS SUCH A PHYSICALLY LOVELY HUMAN BEING. OKAY. HE IS A MOST LOVELY HUMAN BEING IN GENERAL BUT HE USED TO BE FUCKING EXTRAORDINARY LOOKING IT IS RIDICULOUS

I HAVE MANY PHOTOS NAMED THINGS LIKE "DOWAGER EMPRESS" AND "SAUCY LITTLE TART" AND "PLEASE LET ME DATE YOU PAUL MCCARTNEY"

IT IS NOT MY FAULT THAT I AM SHALLOW, IF PAUL MCCARTNEY DID NOT WANT TO BE OBJECTIFIED 50 YEARS AFTER THE FACT HE WOULD NOT HAVE GONE AROUND LOOKING LIKE THAT!!!1111 OKAY OBVIOUSLY





LOOK AT 1:26/1:37/ALL OF THE 1960s, WHAT THE HOLY HELL, WHO GOES AROUND JUST LOOKING LIKE THAT??? THAT IS RIDICULOUS. SHUT UP WITH YOUR FACE PAUL MCCARTNEY!!!!!!!

ALSO

THIS PAPER

IS MAKING ME

FUCKING

CRAZY

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