kerpingtack: jonghyun juliette rajvithi home for girls in thailand (SHOUJO ANIME)
Slept 1.5 hours and now am alive only by the grace of God and coffee. My stomach is protesting all this. I'm sorry, this is just who we are, stomach. On the plus side some of my skirts are feeling a little tight which means I am gaining weight. Right? I don't know if this makes sense. I am insensate.

My important tweets about the Boys Meet U short MV:

how long will jjong wear color contacts... when will my suffering be over

he's so cute though ;a;ldjfalkjf;;;;

oh the bikes were for this mv!

SCREAMS JJONG WITH THE DOG

Boys Meet U. alternate title, SHINee Put Their Hands On Each Other's Shoulders

crying jjong looking her straight in the eye and waving alkjdf

lmfao at the ending lmaoooooo

i hope that one day shinee will have an mv with five girls, not just one that the whole group chases/pines after/stares at

anyway what a waste of striped shirts and a malt shop!!!!!!

this video should just have been the group trying to teach jonghyun how to ride a bike. i don't need boys to meet me, i need to see jjong wobbling around and yelping while minho yells at him like a triathlon coach and ontarkey sit around eating
 
Then this devolved/evolved into thinking about Jonghyun clattering around with training wheels and burrowing into the sand with Roo.

I'M SO HUNGRY AND CRANKY ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

wrt Pacific Rim crossovers: 

(crazed jjong stan mode) jjong and sodam, except sodam has a talent and passion for the science/research side of the kaiju resistance and doesn't want to be a pilot and jjong obviously respects her wishes 400000% but there's no one as drift compatible w him, until [idk, insert person of the otp of your choice, i don't have strong feelings abt this part lol]. mostly i enjoy the thought of jjong wandering around the shatterdome w roo tucked under his arm looking for max the bulldog and taking pictures of everything lol
 
I don't really care about Pacific Rim, but I care about anything automatically if Jonghyun is involved. This is how it is inside the pasta bowl that is my stan brain. 

Jonghyun is such a supportive person. He is a great sunbae to Exo and f(x), with his tweets and his showers of compliments and attention and fond fondness. He is like that toward his members too, and his family and whoever else. His devotion and straightforward affection for people, sigh ;~~~;!! If he likes a person, he throws himself behind them so totally. ilh
kerpingtack: jonghyun rdd mubank win: nonstop perfect faces (let's feel it a bit)
Sorry, I'm just in a mood!! MY CAT CHORONG IS SUCH A MOST BEAUTIFUL CREATURE. I am not fucking around when I say this; he is sooooo gorgeous and cute and pretty. I stan him with my life. I will spam later because everyone should see. Everyone needs to UNDERSTAND. Many people have commented on how beautiful he is (after they stop talking about his size; he's big not because he's overweight but because he's very tall and long). One time someone who was over at our house for a holiday dinner party said that she didn't even like cats, but he was VERY beautiful; in fact, the most beautiful cat she had ever seen! and she marveled at him all night and showered him with compliments. And this person was a professor so you know all facts are true. And right now Chorong is sleeping belly up on an armchair with his paws curled in.

This has been an essay on how my cat is objectively amazing to the eyeballs.

edit: No wait, I will spam a little now.

this cat is streets ahead )
kerpingtack: i'm a poseur about this i've only seen the cartoon twice (hepcat)
I just feel like posting!! Everyone ignore this. It is just me copy+pasting all my non-mentions, non-links from twitter today. (For the record, I am not really interested in One Direction; I just like lurking around people I lurked around in bandom, and using the group as a mirror for SHINee, and I like Zayn. boybandatron!!) 


wurr and turr )


OKAY ALSO the Postal Service (the band, not the actual postal service just btw) is making me feel old. I remember listening to Give Up in high school, junior year English specifically even, and now they are coming back with a new album, which is neat-o, except they said "TEN YEAR ANNIVERSARY." WHAT THE FUCK, I didn't need to know that!!!! Just shut up and do your job, Postal Service!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I haven't knitted at all today :c
kerpingtack: astronaut cat's school picture (deep space turtle chase)
Internet, let me tell you something. I have had two hours of sleep and I will be at work until 6 PM. Then I will have to go to a church meeting then we will drive two hours to my aunt's house. why do I make the choices I make? w h y D: While I was propped up in my bed trying for like three minutes to hook on my bra in complete brain-dead stupor, I started thinking about what I would say if a Korean news site interviewed me about Hallyu and whether anyone would care if I referred to my hometown as the countryside. And then I imagined the netizen comments. Oh, the netizen comments!!

omg I am so fucking insensate right now. The two days ago I got four hours of sleep, also just for no fucking reason.

You know how sometimes you wake up with a song, or just a sound in your head, and it's like BLARING at you?? I have "deep space tu-u-urtle cha-a-ase" in my head. It's some jingle for the RPG my brother plays. omg. Who can help me? Can I be helped?!

These holiday cards are so late they don't make sense anymore. Maybe I'll say they're for the lunar new year though they'll be late for that as well.

Here is my favorite flavor of jjongtaem, weirdos being weirdos together.

hard rock cafee )

Yes this means that I did a gifspam at the office. Blocking the screen with my entire body. There is nothing for me to do. Why did I sleep so late, why, WHY DID I DO IT.

frostbit

Jan. 20th, 2012 04:16 am
kerpingtack: cute drawing of japanese candy: pink blue white (bauble crie)
Well it's 4:20 AM and I need to be up in three hours. I haven't packed for this overnight trip either. Or done the dishes. Or taken out my contacts. INSTEAD I spent FOUR HOURS looking for icons. I don't know why it's so fucking hard for me to choose some, but it is. I'm all like "NONE OF THESE TEA CUPS OR BOOKCASES OR FLOWERS OR POLAROID CAMERAS SPEAK TO ME!!!!" And I don't watch Doctor Who/Sherlock/Suits/uhhh anything. My life is truly a daily struggle. Also, where are all the SHINee icon makers? I need 5000000000000000000000000000 icons documenting Jonghyun's brain-breaking charm from this past year. ;____;

Actually I only started looking for icons because I changed my dreamwidth layout from that functional but plain as fug fuck layout before to this really pretty one I have now by [personal profile] palette. It's so lovely I was like I HAVE TO GET ALL THE ICONS SO I CAN SEE THEM NEXT TO ALL THE ENTRIES. Beautiful circles ;___;

fuck what am I going to do now? I have to pack. ugh my eyeballs are drying out. ~gross self. ughhhhhhh
kerpingtack: ms paint crop of a timeline of weekend life (omnomatron)
from soompi, posted 091026 by atlantis_x

saved here for my own reference because I don't like how the links for individual posts still save the entire page. NO! posts should be discrete units of information!!

rdd-era jongyu fan accounts from three events )

wait a bit

Oct. 12th, 2011 02:38 am
kerpingtack: alec baldwin in beetlejuice (CHEKRD SHRT + GLASSES = YES YES YES!!)
I'm confused by the caption to these set of pics from 081017 Music Bank:
이 날은 몹시 난감;;;
원더걸스를 본다고 해서 룰루랄라 나갔는데
샤이니를 찍어드려야하는 상황이! 그러나 전 그때.. 샤이니 멤버를 아무도 몰랐고ㅠㅠ
속성으로 습득한 다음에도 불안불안했던 기억.

This day was very awkward;;;
After watching the Wnder Girls I went out 룰루랄라 (loosey-goosey?) but
An opportunity to photograph SHINee! But before then.. I didn't even know any SHINee membersㅠㅠ
I remember that I was anxious to pick up intensive training for the next time.*

*totally guessed on the sentence structure but I think she meant that she was anxious/troubled about learning more about them to be prepared for the next time. ;A; or maybe that even at the next time, she was still anxious to learn more. omg idk something like that!

Anyway omg does this mean that's how masterpiece became a jjong stan?? Just completely randomly because she had a camera and the opportunity came up? lol omg. I love all of jjong's kfans so fucking much ahhhhh

edit @ 3:05am for my ref, look at this later~ http://mnm86.kr/xe/67598

ANXIETY

Jul. 20th, 2011 02:23 am
kerpingtack: little nemo in slumberland panel: toy animals escaping ark (iron cage!!)
EVERYWHERE

Also I have listened to Islands in the Stream like seven times today. BECAUSE I GOTTA CHASE THE FEELING IT GIVES ME. I am no longer capable of listening to any song on the bus, I get soooo many depraved ideas. jongyu duet!!! tiem to dress up!!!! (I can't claim this for my own though; a wondrous being put the thought into my head. And my head has accordingly developed around it.)

I have also watched videos of K. Rogers and Dolly P. singing like angels from das Amerikan South about how they rely on each other, a-haaa, and all this has done is reinforce my spiritual views about life and why Jonghyun needs to wear a sequined cocktail dress cinched at the waist and cut up to ~here.*

omg why am I so anxious and moody lately. I have like 1200 peaks followed by 1200 crashes per day. I hate reading Dworkin. *repeats Islands in the Stream*

*I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE THINKING, WHAT WILL ONEW WEAR??? He will wear a tuxedo or a flatteringly cut tracksuit (also sequined). You may have these videos for reference.
kerpingtack: ms paint crop of a timeline of weekend life (omnomatron)
thwack thwack thwack )

edit @ 7:59 pm Subbed versions are out, replaced the videos~ ugh why do I care so much about these things lol.
kerpingtack: little nemo in slumberland panel: toy animals escaping ark (iron cage!!)
LOL I have 498 SHINee fics bookmarked. What on earth! It really only takes one thing for me to save a link. I have to organize them somehow. At the moment when I try to look for a fic I just type in likely keywords and hope my brain is wired the same way as when I first bookmarked it.

My finals are done but I still have papers to write. Dear lord will these trials and tribulations never end??

I swear I'm gonna kill something if they put Jonghyun in another vest. He looks so stupid in these Japan photoshoots. Stupid with occasional moments of COMPLETE FRESH-FACED PERFECTION. Ugh they're all being sooo idiotically cute in these shoots. So many piles!! Piles of boys!! Piles of cute!!

Do they get to dress themselves on Immortal Song 2? Does that mean that glittery tank top Jonghyun wore for his showcase was his? Oh god he is seriously the gift that keeps on giving.

LOL giant 50+ chapter vampire AU series and I'm just going through each part Ctrl+F'ing "jonghyun." I don't have time for vampires okay, I just want to read about him being snarky and/or crying or whatever he's doing in every ten chapters of this thing. From what I can tell though, Jonghyun is too fucking good for anyone else in this story. This is really not that biased of an opinion! Usually he is an intolerable asshole in these sorts of things but here he is literally the best of them all. Onew is such a dick to him in this lol >>:(((( Also my god what is it about Jessica, people will drag her into their fics ALL THE TIME. It's alright here but usually it's terrible and stupid.

I don't think I'm particularly pretentious. I'm sentimental though.

You guys I love Jongho sooo muuuuchhhhh I will legit read anything for them. It's so bad.

I have been trying to quash an immutable tide of panic for the past like three weeks. I am letting go of my GPA; it's already fucked. I just have to pass these classes. I JUST HAVE TO PASS THESE CLASSES. ;~~~; Ugh why am I so fucking stupid. My life is cratered with failures upon failures and I seriously can't do anything right. Oh well. I JUST HAVE TO PASS.

[giant sad bastard paragraph excised]

Ugh lol goddamn my lj has legit been split 50/50 between SHINee spazzing and sad bastard feelings. The two sided coin of my life these days. I mean, I say all this stuff on my own behalf and for my own benefit. But what does it really do? What does anything do. I wish I had more to talk about. I make my life such shit for myself.

I really do feel like there's a lot of love to be had in the world, and love is a choice that people must continually make.* I think that's why I'm so mystified by all the hate and negative energy in fandom and why I react so strongly against it. It just seems like such a contrived, deliberate choice to be hateful and condescending. Maybe also because fandom is supposed to be pure escapism for me. Real life is already terrible, and unavoidably so. Why do people have to invent more reasons to be angry and shitty when they don't have to beeeee. But lol at the same time I know that I choose to become butthurt and offended and worked up over shitty comments instead of ignoring them and getting on with my life. idk why it's so much easier to legitimate negative thoughts/feelings when love is the more difficult choice, and hate is harder to live with.
*placeholder reference: I know it's from [livejournal.com profile] ranalore but I don't remember the post. ahhh my creeper anime days were so profitable
edit @ 6:44 am this post! I think it can apply in the general. like specific applications of love can't be chosen (you can't force yourself to like shit you just don't like) but I think love in the abstract is a choice, to say whether you'll be receptive and open or not, to pursue and indulge and enjoy or to dismiss or be ashamed or be in name only. insert scrubs quote on couples who make it because they fight for their love in the face of the same problems as the couples who don't make it. feelings are involuntary, actions are not, etc. why the fuck did I make this sound so dry. and fuck grammar omg
kerpingtack: corgis on the beach where the corgis are free (call it freedom in an old age)
Um this is originally from this entry; I've excised everything under the cut tag into a separate post. Because umm I'm fucking crazy. I just don't like having this huge useless block of text attached to an entry that has a lot of comments? Whatever, I do what I want~

doprossive whoning )
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FUCKING SHINEE OVERLOAD
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W H Y DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF

I PROMISED MYSELF THAT I WOULD TAKE A NAP AT 6. THEN 7. THEN 8. THEN I SAID I'LL SLEEP AT 10. THEN 12. THEN 2.

I am just letting all sorts of deadlinesgo by. I hate spring quarter from the bottom of the unfathomable deep ocean that is my soul. I am legit going crazy too. Gaaaaaaddaaaaaaaaaaaamn myself.

I am getting worried at my inability to respond to new music. I found Jimmy Eat World's latest CD kind of really mediocre except for two songs near the end that I really liked!! As it turns out those two songs were only part of the bonus disc; one of them was just a demo and the other was a cover. :d I would think this meant that my music tastes are changing because I started liking Jimmy Eat World in middle school (they were my first favorite band and stayed in my top 3 favorites until now I guess??) and uh it's been a while since then. But I still really love their earlier stuff up til Futures. Maybe they really are just getting boring to me!! Same with Bump of Chicken. But Letter to an Astronaut and Innocent from their newest album are really really amazing.

ON THE OTHER HAND, I listened to SHINee's Life like four times in a row on the bus today. What does this say about me???

I'm so tired, why won't I let myself just go to sleep
kerpingtack: green glass window installations (treatment)
UGH LIFE IS SO STUPID RIGHT NOW

IT STARTED TO RAIN HARD AS FUCK WHEN I WAS WALKING FROM THE LIBRARY TO THE BUS STOP AND STOPPED AS SOON AS I GAVE UP AND WENT INSIDE A BUILDING AND THEN STARTED AGAIN AS SOON AS I WALKED BACK OUTSIDE

WHAT THE FUCK IS AN F DISTRIBUTION

I KNOW YOU TEST THE R^2 NULL HYPOTHESIS WITH IT BUT WHAT. IS. IT.

GAHHHHRRR WHY IS EVERYONE SO EAGER TO HATE ON JONGHYUN I'M NOT IMMUNE TO IT YET, IT'S TIRING TO HAVE TO IGNORE IT AGHHHH

AND WAT'S WRONG WITH TUMBLR

okay, done.

blue moon )
kerpingtack: corgis on the beach where the corgis are free (Default)
I hate seeing (no subject) though. The trials and tribulations of my life never end.

I'm back home! And it only took $79 and nine and a half fucking hours! Fuck you, Amtrak, I didn't choose you, you are literally the only alternative to walking.

LOL what is wrong with my life, I have no thoughts unrelated to kpop or how much I hate my intro soash professor/statistics class.

END ENTRY

shit-tastic

Nov. 9th, 2010 12:28 am
kerpingtack: corgis on the beach where the corgis are free (Default)
I fucking forfeit this day.

edit @ 4:17AM: LOOOOOOOOOOLOLOOLOL HOW DID I LIVE MY LIFE WITHOUT KNOWING ROKKUGO, HOW IS IT SPIRITUALLY POSSIBLE?!!????

I'M NOT EVEN TALKING ABOUT THE VIDEO (THOUGH IT IS LOVELY). THIS SONG IS PURE CRACK. HOW CAN SOMETHING BE SO FUCKING KOREAN OMG IDK IDK

HERE IS SHINEE DORKING OUT HARD TO IT
JONGHYUN IS THE ONE IN THE BLUE SHIRT

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL TROT!!!!!!!!!!1

arachnoid

Nov. 5th, 2010 04:35 am
kerpingtack: corgis on the beach where the corgis are free (Default)
I am some kind of poster child for POOR TIME MANAGEMENT and LOW IMPULSE CONTROL. Watching so many SHINee videos on youtube, just so many. ;________; I LOVE JONGHYUN SO FUCKING MUCH. I smile at everything he does even the awkward embarrassing shit. THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE. Embarrassing stuff usually just makes me embarrassed. LIKE THAT VIDEO OF HIM BAWLING. I usually cringe so badly at stuff like that. But I've rewatched that video like twelve times. Because. He is the most precious thing. And I love him. ;______;

I'm going to be 22 soon and I have no idea how to react to it! 22 is a nothing age. It means that I'm going to be a twentysomething and that's about it. No more cultural cues for what I'm supposed to be doing!

Something was tickling the side of my face while I walking to the library this morning and I was like "goddamn I need a haircut" and brushed it out of my way. BUT IT WAS A SPIDER. WTF. WHY. I am now paranoid that every sensation is another spider. (Heey "Every Sensation is Another Spider" could be a great indie douchebag band song title.) How did it get on my face?! 

UGH and another albino cricket thing showed in our room. Where the fuck are these bugs coming from. It scared the hell out of me because somebody put baby in a corner I sit really close against the wall and the cricket was crawling up it right next to me. I had to ask my cousin to deal with it. If it was on the ground I would've anvil-dropped my sister's biology textbook on it like I did with Albino Cricket Thing the First but it was on the wall and ughhh IT JUMPS noooooooo.

I finally finished this dumb playlist for myself. I started it TWO YEARS ago, no joke. It's not even some huge epic playlist, it's only twenty songs and the order is all fucked up because I have no sense of flow. Why am I so bad at these things?? How do I manage to procrastinate on shit I don't even need to do? I will share with Theoretical Internet Audience anyway.

I can't tell if I'm improving or whatever. I don't want to run myself over with a truck which is a good sign. I wish I could stop obsessing about my appearance. I know I'm fine, I am perfectly okay.

Relatedly, I was rereading old entries. Wowwwww I sound really really dumb in some of them. For the future!me who is self-obsessively rereading this: I know I sound really really dumb in this entry too.

It is annoying when someone hits you in the head with their backpack. It is also annoying when the people on either side of you talk to each other over you during a lecture. What is wrong with people, do they actually need to be told NOT to do that? It is also annoying when people walk slowly and make it impossible to pass them. I have wished so many times that I could just put my foot on their back and push. Especially on the stairs.

I love Romeo+Juliette. I can't even see how I can not like it. I AM COMPLETELY OFF THE DEEP END NOW. Jonghyun sounds so fucking good in it. Instant spiritual boner. (omg he's younger than me. Emotionally I feel like 16 years old, tops, so I don't feel that ~wrong~ about watching gifs 100x more than necessary, but it is WEIRD. He was born in 1990!! WHAT IS THAT ABOUT. Also my intro soash discussion is full of first years and we were discussing a reading on the OJ Simpson case and they were all like, "I was only four when that trial happened!" and ugh why are people so young?? Seriously, how can something born in the 1990s be a fully-grown person??) God his voice is so good. 

Pointless comparison that is only relevant to me: SHINee AND DISCO. Jonghyun and bden. Umm I don't have anything to say about this. My SHINee thing just reminds me of my disco thing and I relistened to pretty much all the disco on my iPod. kpop just works so fucking differently from anything in the US music industry.

LOL HE'S SO LOUD AND DUMB AND AMUSING IN HELLO BABY. EVERYTHING'S SO EMBARRASSING ON THIS SHOW. I LOVE HIM.

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