note: under constant neverending edit (NOT EXAGGERATING)
note @ 110723: wow I think I may actually be able to leave this alone now. it's as complete as it's gonna get, beside some ~supplemental source posts I've decided to lose my mind over :d
FUCKING S C R E A M I N G EXCUSE ME I HAVE TO GO PUNCH THE STUFFING OUT OF MY ENTIRE COUCH OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!!!!
JONGHYUN KEY TAEMIN ONEW MINHO JONGHYUN KEY MINHO JONGHYUN JONGHYUN JONGHYUN J O N G H Y U N N N N N N___N Z___Z X_______X ;__________; ;~~~~~~~~~~~~~; :D ;~~~~~~~;
THEY'RE SO DUMB AND CUTE AND GORGEOUS AND PERFECT LOOKING LOOK AT THEIR HAIR AND THEIR FACES LOOK AT THEM JUST FUCKING LOOK A;LKJQW;KEHNKAJNFD;KLANSDFLK;JDF;LAKJFD;
THE GROUP PHOTOS WITH JONGHYUN IN THE MIDDLE OH MY GOD I NEARLY THREW MYSELF OUT OF THE WINDOW OKAY OMG OMG OH MY GOD
OH MY GOD
S C R E A M I N G
WHAT IS THE MATTER WITH THEM
I FUCKING LOVE THEM SO FUCKING MUCH I CANNOT I CANNOT I JUST CANNOT
edit: GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SCREAMING
MINHO AND JONGHYUN AT THE BEGINNING OF JOJO
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'M SMILING SO HARD GOD THEY JUST FUCKING ADORE EACH OTHER SO MUCH I AM SO IN LOVE WITH THEMMMMMMM
MY OTP MY OTP MY OTP!!!! I'VE NEVER HAD AN OTP BEFORE, I JUST SHIPPED EVERYONE WITH WHOEVER I LIKED BEST OR THE CANON MARRID PEOPLE BUT THIS!!!!!!!!! I AM SO DIE-HARD FOR THIS SHIP. JONGHO4EVER!!!!!
<3_______________<3 WHAT IS UP WITH THEM, THEY'VE NEVER BEEN LIKE THIS BEFORE!!!! MY FAVORITE MUTUALLY AFFECTIONATE/ANTAGONIZING BROS!!! I LOVE THEM
BTW I AM NOT CUTTING ANY OF THIS!!! IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH IT, YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE TO TALK TO ME ABOUT HOW FUCKING CUTE THESE TWO IDIOTS ARE
stream of pure and beautiful media from jonghyun's two radio shows in the past day
i love his fans. one in a million, thebling, and masterpiece are so fucking talented and dedicated. <3 and i'm seriously so fascinated with them/the rest of shinee's rich noona fans. i want to be a rich noona fan when i grow up ;__;
i will spam for my own sake later. it'll all be under a cut anyway so i will go on for pages and pages, i don't give a fuck
*wriggles like a happy fish*
STFU THIS IS A BIG DEAL FOR US, WE ARE NOT GAMERS, THIS IS THE FIRST TIME WE'VE EVER FINISHED A GAME WITH A STORY AND STAGES AND BOSSES!!!! AND IT FELT DAMN GOOD
It was a total team effort!! My sister and I played through it with JJB chattering non-stop in the background like a sprite that follows you around telling you "Press B to use your boomerang!" while you look online for a cheat to help you kill him, or a random townsperson on an RPG that you try to avoid because if you walk past them you'll have to Skip twenty times while they talk about the history of the mountain or that the weather looks bad today, do you want to go fishing? OR WHATEVER................................
We were probably a little too invested in the trophy story, but to be fair, JJB was the only one who actually cried when Ness sacrificed himself for Lucas. ;_____;
BEE DOO ROOO DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BA RA RA RA BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
PS, IT WAS ONLY ON EASY!!!! WE ARE ROCKSTARS
I used the digital camera that my family bequeathed to me for the Summer to check my outfit today. (<-- vain) Um, holy crap. I can seriously look like a CHILD. Like a fucking 10-yr-old. I am not exaggerating. HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE?? I am 20!! What the fuuuuuuck. I thought everyone was smoking crack for telling me that I looked like a middle schooler, since I was convinced that I looked AT LEAST 16, but I see where they're coming from now. My face is small. Or something. :( I wouldn't say that my body's childlike but it's not overwhelmingly identifiable as an adult's body. Meaning I'm short-limbed and my boobs are small. :( Christ I hope this isn't advertising for pervs. Pervs, I'd like to let you know that I smell strongly of whatever kills your boner the fastest and I'm a psychic undercover cop with great ability to put your ass in jail. Also, I will remind you of your mother. Unless you have an Oedipus complex. Then I will just stab your eyes out.
Great word: TWITTERPATED
adj; confused by affection or infatuation
Apparently you can't verb this but I don't care. Verbing is what English is all about! This word twitterpates me!
I'm taking a class on sociology of gender. It is the most boring class. I'm really keen on the subject but the professor sucks all the relevancy and interest out of it like some kind of dull, pleasant vampire. However, yesterday we watched a documentary called "Beyond Killing Us Softly" that made me my smile a little wobbly with emotion. One of the things I really loved was the end of a lecture by Gail Dines, I think? She said something like, "Women don't hate each other. We don't hate her [woman in an advertisement]. We love her. We love her so much that we fought for her right to vote, right to go to school, right to speak. Women love each other." That is really a glass half-full mentality. It works better for your morale than the glass half-empty one, which is "We don't love her enough to keep her from... everything else." I swear, we are regressing. We're back in the 80s or something. But it's nice to see it that way. I need that reminder, that history is really not just about the space between what is and what should be, it can also be about the space between what was and what is. It was also nice to see this really solid, real as hell 13-yr-old girl who had her head the fuck on. She was so smart and thoughtful and cool. *wants to be that 13-yr-old girl*
Man, I hate looking for new music. I'm getting quite tired of indie cute songs about summer and kissing with little chimes going off in the background. For gods sakes, I know that you can't actually sing, but can't you at least try to punch up your song a bit? Make it KIND OF interesting? Everything sounds soooooo alike.
Unexpectedly serious question: what makes rapists redeemable? At least fictional rapists in pop culture. I forget why I started thinking about this, but that Chuck Bass guy from Gossip Girls certainly came to mind. I don't get why he's so popular?? I thought he like DATE RAPED a girl in the first fucking episode, or attempted to, or something. Like what's his face in Torchwood and Dick Casablancas in Veronica Mars and every single male character in the deplorable manga Hot Gimmick. But they aren't reviled or anything, especially not by female fans. It's just really strange to me. How do you get over the HE'S A DATE RAPIST part? It's not like you can DATE RAPE for justice. I understand that part of the problem of the way society treats rape and rapists is that there's a tendency to view them as aberrant, ie rape is really rare and rapists are always Bad Evil People, and I don't know any Bad Evil People so I don't know any rapists, blah blah. So in a way, it's good to flesh out rapists so we can see how they legitimize rape?...? Rapists are people too, and ignoring that is ignoring part of the problem. I don't know. I don't get how that leads to actively liking the character. You can understand him without EMPATHIZING with him. It could just be appreciation for a fictionally interesting character, but... these characters have actual fans. The only explanation I can think of is too depressing: the fans don't care. Date Rapist is cute! He didn't mean it! The girl who was DATE RAPED is negligible! Oh god, I don't get it. HE DATE RAPED SOMEONE! OMG.
I am forever on a hunt for an actual .mp3 of Disney's "A Cowboy Needs A Horse." Every time I search for it, I get like 90% porn and 10% random stuff like "Save A Horse (Ride A Cowboy)." The closest I have is the converted youtube file of the video. Hmph. The internet is supposed to be good at fulfilling nostalgia!
I'm also forever looking for this mysterious file. I WANT THIS SO MUCH. IT IS KILLING ME. I put up a request on beatlefiles, I downloaded the London Town bootleg (how many are there??), I googled endless combinations of "paul," "story," "kids," "mary," "stella," "song," "fairies," "monster," "nice," "WHERE THE FUCK IS IT," all to no avail. I'M DYING.
While we are on the subject of Paul (ahahah, like I need an excuse), I listened to Beatles for Sale for the first time a couple of days ago and went completely verklempt when I heard "I'll Follow the Sun." I don't quite know why. But it's so content and hopeful and clear-eyed. I watched "The Space Within Us" over the weekend, which is a concert DVD of his 2005 tour across America and it's all about Paul and his fans, the personal history each of them had with him. Anyway he played that song there (and kept fake-ending the song over and over again, hee), just this short song that he wrote when he was 16 and that ended up on one of their lesser known records and the audience still knew it and loved it. It's one thing to hear someone say, "Tomorrow may rain, so I'll follow the sun," and it's another to know that that's what he's done, or tried to do, all these years. "Unflagging optimism" is not manic denial, it's this, this calm promise-full song for everyone. You believe him when he sings it, is what I'm saying. And once I heard "Kansas City/Hey Hey Hey," I kind of realized that I'd really love to hear him sing anything. I LOVE YOU PAUL.
Vwoop! I'm going to link that with someone else I loooove and would like to hear sing everything in the world: Stuart Murdoch! I'm pleased as punch that the Fluxblog guy likes Stuart, since I really like his taste in music and the way he writes about it and um yeah that's it! I totes agree with his thoughts on the God Help the Girl album:
Okay the problem with doing stream-of-whatever entries like this is that there's no elegant way to end them.