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kerpingtack) wrote2010-04-24 02:44 am
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i'm terribly sorry, we have slightly less common sense than normal
I started this entry a week ago and withheld from posting it in hopes that it would develop a purpose but I'm sick of looking at its stupid face!! NO CONTENT JUST SPACES
I love Ted Leo & the Pharmacists's "Bottled in Cork" more than language is capable of expressing. My love for it could only be expressed in song, and that song would be Ted Leo & the Pharmacists's "Bottled in Cork."
A couple of weeks ago we got a new refrigerator, which is big fucking deal for us. It is beautiful and glorious!!!!
I hate the overuse of the word 'fail' in LIFE. That word and its various offspring ('failboats in love' omg) are not as descriptive as people seem to think they are.
And because I have a black ice heart, I love seeing how people scatter when a huge fandom implodes. FIGURE SKATING IS EATING EVERYONE!!
My mom is driving me crazy. she's been pushy about church and the Good Lord ever since 2006 but she's gained a special tenseness now since she truly believes all the earthquakes and disasters happening lately are signs of theraptor rapture. so I've been having a lot of ~moments where she stares at me for a while and then sadly says with great sadness, "You can't wait until it's too late..............................." or something of that nature. OMG
For the record I don't bleev in the Raptor Jesus or sky cake or 2012 according to the Mayan calendar or whatever, but I do truly believe we're going to destroy everything one day and that it might as well happen soon. Mind that this is completely unfounded in reality except for how shitty everything is. EVERYTHING! I used to be really sad and scared of the concept of the world ending, and I guess I still am, and I don't think we as people deserve to die by our own reckoning etc, but LOL I really feel like it's going to happen and I'm resigned to it or something. WHATEVER
I felt kinda sick and achy a couple of weeks ago. My fucking nose was wired to my mouth and jaw or something and everything ached like a motherfucker. Notable because it was so fucking miserable that ever since then I've been appreciative of how painlessly my face could just ~exist.
Quick vlog from last week wrt this article/a bottomless pool of haterade:
You know in the 90s a lot of shows made fun of brainless asshole teenagers who were too rich and dumb to have any conception of reality? Yesterday's cheerleaders and football players are today's even more useless sacks of shits. Is this irony, or just another reason to cockpunch all the hipsters out of the universe?
That vlog features my shitty "two months without a trim" hair. I finally got a haircut on Sunday. It's alright. I really wanted something new but I couldn't think of anything so it's the exact same haircut I've been getting for the past two years, except crappier. Hair salon people are fucking terrifying, I should have asked for more and shorter layers but I was scurred. And she kinda did a shitty job with my bangs. Goddamnit next time for sure I'm going to get a super short cut. Hopefully it won't make me look even younger than I do now. I look like I'm fucking fifteen, it is excruciating.
No exaggeration. a couple of days ago some kids came to our door for some fundraiser and their dad asked me if my parents were home. MY PARENTS. And when I said no, THEY LEFT. BECAUSE I DO NOT LOOK OLD ENOUGH TO BUY SOME FUCKING PIZZA DINNER ON MY OWN. FUCK EVERYTHING
Explaining ENDLESS EIGHT: I'm watching an anime called the Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi, based on a series of novels of more or less the same name. It really has one of the most original and concurrently, most well-executed plots/concepts I've ever seen in any medium. I would love it with my heart entire if it wasn't for... like, everything related to Mikuru (the sexual molestation, the fanservice, the 'parody', the lolicon, the... everything...........). But uh the anime does really interesting things with time. All the episodes in the first season were out of chronological order, and all the episodes of the second season take place within the first season. So the first chronological episode of the first season is also the first chronological episode of the series, and the same for the last chronological episode. How~ever, the first episode aired of the first season is also the first episode aired of the series... and the same with the last episode aired. Also the incident that defines the series' events happened three years ago, the same amount of time between the first and second seasons, which is ~acknowledged~ by the first episode of the second season in a really neat way.
One of the more obvious instances of the anime's sexy sexxing with time are is the Endless Eight arc, which makes up over HALF of the second season, beginning with the second fucking episode. And which is brilliantly, EXCRUCIATINGLY literal. You will understand the genius and the pain as soon as I say the premise of the arc: The characters get trapped in a time loop. Yes. YES. The same basic episode happens EIGHT. FUCKING. TIMES. Oh my god, I am not even kidding. Those fuckers have balls of steel. The second season aired in 2009 so I missed the fucking nuclear meltdown from fandom but lollo I only have to imagine it. It is amazing. Let me emphasize that this series was a monster hit and that people had to wait THREE YEARS for a follow-up season, and that when the season started, KyoAni didn't even air the first episode of the new season first; they started to show the ENTIRE SERIES in chronological order, meaning that fans had to rewatch the first seven episodes of the first season in chronological order, screaming in anticipation for a new episode to show up. And then those cockdragons promptly took up HALF OF THE NEW EPISODES for this. GOTDAMN. I am on the fifth repetition of the Endless Eight. It is so fucking boring, and yet so so good.
Mikuru's voice makes me want to set something on fire and kick it off a cliff in a garbage can. Not her, she is such a empty non-character that there's nothing to hate. But some fucking thing must be firebombed. Yuki's voice is amazing, and it makes her amazing. Kyon is my ultimate irritated witty bitch boyfriend. <3____<3
SLEEPS
I've been under constant stress about life since March. I feel like I'm going quietly insane. i-d-k, I feel restless and smothered and dumb, all kinds of adjectives.
We have to go to my cousin-on-my-dad's-side's wedding in LA next Saturday. Fuck that hell. I can't even enjoy the spectacle of dressing up because it's a fucking wedding full of people who will make me feel huge and stupid. I can feel the vibe from here. Shitballs and assholes everywhere. Plus, LA. Driving there will be bad enough without actually having to be there. Goddamnit.
I really like Louis C.K.! I miss him on Parks & Recreation. He was so perfect for Leslie!!
And I miss Parks & Recreation!! Come back from your hiatus!!!
!!!!
I love Ted Leo & the Pharmacists's "Bottled in Cork" more than language is capable of expressing. My love for it could only be expressed in song, and that song would be Ted Leo & the Pharmacists's "Bottled in Cork."
A couple of weeks ago we got a new refrigerator, which is big fucking deal for us. It is beautiful and glorious!!!!
I hate the overuse of the word 'fail' in LIFE. That word and its various offspring ('failboats in love' omg) are not as descriptive as people seem to think they are.
And because I have a black ice heart, I love seeing how people scatter when a huge fandom implodes. FIGURE SKATING IS EATING EVERYONE!!
My mom is driving me crazy. she's been pushy about church and the Good Lord ever since 2006 but she's gained a special tenseness now since she truly believes all the earthquakes and disasters happening lately are signs of the
For the record I don't bleev in the Raptor Jesus or sky cake or 2012 according to the Mayan calendar or whatever, but I do truly believe we're going to destroy everything one day and that it might as well happen soon. Mind that this is completely unfounded in reality except for how shitty everything is. EVERYTHING! I used to be really sad and scared of the concept of the world ending, and I guess I still am, and I don't think we as people deserve to die by our own reckoning etc, but LOL I really feel like it's going to happen and I'm resigned to it or something. WHATEVER
I felt kinda sick and achy a couple of weeks ago. My fucking nose was wired to my mouth and jaw or something and everything ached like a motherfucker. Notable because it was so fucking miserable that ever since then I've been appreciative of how painlessly my face could just ~exist.
Quick vlog from last week wrt this article/a bottomless pool of haterade:
You know in the 90s a lot of shows made fun of brainless asshole teenagers who were too rich and dumb to have any conception of reality? Yesterday's cheerleaders and football players are today's even more useless sacks of shits. Is this irony, or just another reason to cockpunch all the hipsters out of the universe?
That vlog features my shitty "two months without a trim" hair. I finally got a haircut on Sunday. It's alright. I really wanted something new but I couldn't think of anything so it's the exact same haircut I've been getting for the past two years, except crappier. Hair salon people are fucking terrifying, I should have asked for more and shorter layers but I was scurred. And she kinda did a shitty job with my bangs. Goddamnit next time for sure I'm going to get a super short cut. Hopefully it won't make me look even younger than I do now. I look like I'm fucking fifteen, it is excruciating.
No exaggeration. a couple of days ago some kids came to our door for some fundraiser and their dad asked me if my parents were home. MY PARENTS. And when I said no, THEY LEFT. BECAUSE I DO NOT LOOK OLD ENOUGH TO BUY SOME FUCKING PIZZA DINNER ON MY OWN. FUCK EVERYTHING
Explaining ENDLESS EIGHT: I'm watching an anime called the Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi, based on a series of novels of more or less the same name. It really has one of the most original and concurrently, most well-executed plots/concepts I've ever seen in any medium. I would love it with my heart entire if it wasn't for... like, everything related to Mikuru (the sexual molestation, the fanservice, the 'parody', the lolicon, the... everything...........). But uh the anime does really interesting things with time. All the episodes in the first season were out of chronological order, and all the episodes of the second season take place within the first season. So the first chronological episode of the first season is also the first chronological episode of the series, and the same for the last chronological episode. How~ever, the first episode aired of the first season is also the first episode aired of the series... and the same with the last episode aired. Also the incident that defines the series' events happened three years ago, the same amount of time between the first and second seasons, which is ~acknowledged~ by the first episode of the second season in a really neat way.
One of the more obvious instances of the anime's sexy sexxing with time are is the Endless Eight arc, which makes up over HALF of the second season, beginning with the second fucking episode. And which is brilliantly, EXCRUCIATINGLY literal. You will understand the genius and the pain as soon as I say the premise of the arc: The characters get trapped in a time loop. Yes. YES. The same basic episode happens EIGHT. FUCKING. TIMES. Oh my god, I am not even kidding. Those fuckers have balls of steel. The second season aired in 2009 so I missed the fucking nuclear meltdown from fandom but lollo I only have to imagine it. It is amazing. Let me emphasize that this series was a monster hit and that people had to wait THREE YEARS for a follow-up season, and that when the season started, KyoAni didn't even air the first episode of the new season first; they started to show the ENTIRE SERIES in chronological order, meaning that fans had to rewatch the first seven episodes of the first season in chronological order, screaming in anticipation for a new episode to show up. And then those cockdragons promptly took up HALF OF THE NEW EPISODES for this. GOTDAMN. I am on the fifth repetition of the Endless Eight. It is so fucking boring, and yet so so good.
Mikuru's voice makes me want to set something on fire and kick it off a cliff in a garbage can. Not her, she is such a empty non-character that there's nothing to hate. But some fucking thing must be firebombed. Yuki's voice is amazing, and it makes her amazing. Kyon is my ultimate irritated witty bitch boyfriend. <3____<3
SLEEPS
I've been under constant stress about life since March. I feel like I'm going quietly insane. i-d-k, I feel restless and smothered and dumb, all kinds of adjectives.
We have to go to my cousin-on-my-dad's-side's wedding in LA next Saturday. Fuck that hell. I can't even enjoy the spectacle of dressing up because it's a fucking wedding full of people who will make me feel huge and stupid. I can feel the vibe from here. Shitballs and assholes everywhere. Plus, LA. Driving there will be bad enough without actually having to be there. Goddamnit.
I really like Louis C.K.! I miss him on Parks & Recreation. He was so perfect for Leslie!!
And I miss Parks & Recreation!! Come back from your hiatus!!!
!!!!