kerpingtack: flat ocean shoreline (lay it out low)
counting at war ([personal profile] kerpingtack) wrote2014-04-17 11:49 am

coffee egg

I started two nights ago when I was in an anxiety avalanche, but I'm over it by now. Still, I typed it up already!!

How I Work Out Problems

me: I don't like preparing food because I'm not good at it and I'm not that interested. but I feel like shit if I buy too much fast food and take out
me: so if spending money makes me feel guilty, then I should just learn how to cook and do it regularly. that is cheaper than always buying stuff
me: but I'm always tired and it's hard for me to figure out what I want to make and how to make it
me: okay then so just sit there and starve?? why are you even asking me if you're just going to argue everything???
me: I DON'T KNOW!!!!

RESOLVED

I snipe at myself just out of boredom or habit or something too. Like I read a fic and at the end the A/N was "geez this is kinda upsetting."

me: yeah kinda
me: what do you mean, 'kinda'? IT IS
me: what am I arguing
me: idk

RESOLVED!

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