mmm yeah I definitely agree about feelings being habits (my whole life is a bad habit) but at this point I don't feel comfortable devaluing escapism as a coping mechanism. Even if it's a flawed one, it is still a coping mechanism. I'm not productive anywhere anyway, it's not taking anything ~away from the rest of my life. But I know I will have to shape up after I'm done with school.

LOL the filenames. I'm pretty sure whatever you're imagining is better than the pictures themselves.

omona is the worst. So many people there are hateful and passive-aggressive and self-satisfied and bandwagon-y. Like what is the point of your existence?? GO AWAY. Ugh I'm so nervous for the idol show, I hope he doesn't try to force his voice too much. Haters will hate regardless but ;~~; LOL what I hear more than goat bleating is his weird nasal meowing. Strange child.