my post for the day

[kerpingtack]

This is just too fucking cute.

edit @ 12:33 am
Ah the circuitous logic of stanning. Example: I think Jonghyun sounds good because I like him, but I like him because I think he sounds good. This is pretty obvious! There are a lot of words I can say about like personal subjectivity and how certain people and things just ~fit the ~shape of my heart but it doesn't really go anywhere. Just noting that I am thinking about it!

I dislike being made to feel like I'm being crazy and defensive even though I am in fact being crazy and defensive. I also hate passive-aggressive internetisms so fucking much. YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. Ugh there is no way to respond to passive-aggressiveness from some stranger on the fucking internet. You just have to ignore it and move on. Or uh bottle it up and complain about it your blog in random intervals. 

SOSHI ;~~~; Oh my god I hope they're okay. It's really so upsetting to think about how exhausted they must be. I mean, they're crying from how tired and sick they are. They must be so stressed out. omg. SOSHI ;~~; Oh god Sunny crying at the concert. She's usually so solid too but she looked so young and small and I just want them to always be okay, why can't they just never have difficulties??

Okay bullet the blue sky~ ew wtf why did I say that, I hate that song. D:
- Taemin's fashion style is a weird transitional hybrid between Minho, Jonghyun, and Key's styles.
- Jonghyun is SO tiny and small it makes me want to diiiiiieee. TINY PERSON WITH SO MUCH TO HIM. So much talent and so many feelings and so many much everythings ugh lkqerlkahsdfbcxladl;;hkwe;lasdf ;~~~~;
- There's something wrong with me; I have watched that Million Roses performance literally two dozen times and I listened to the audio rip of it like on loop yesterday while I was cramming. I love what he did with that fucking song.
- Also weird fantasies!! I want the band who backed him, Bard, to like feature him in one of their songs, or put a recording of that performance as a hidden track on one of their albums or something. I will think these things if I want okay.
- The other thing about that performance that makes me more emotional that I maybe should be is that he's doing what he wants to do. Picking the song, picking how to present it, singing it the way he wants. And he's doing it in front of people he wouldn't normally have a chance to gain recognition from. It just seems to resolve the issues he talked about in that GQ interview. I don't think he'll win in his remaining time but I'm really happy just thinking that he just wants to do what he wants to do, and the show is giving him the chance to do that, and for other people to acknowledge him.
- And the other other thing is that he looks so fucking beautiful at the end of that performance. He really destroys me sometimes, no joke.
- Uhh the other other other thing: Jonghyun really seems interested in instrumentals/~live music. Yoseob, Hyorin, and Changmin had showmanship but Jonghyun's was the most musically complete for me. I love this kid. And it was unique. idkkk, I love it partially just because I love HIM, but I also love him BECAUSE he does these things. I'm just so happy he exists idk leave me alone.
- omg I have listened to Yoseob's Immortal Song performances like three times each and if I don't get it now, I'm not ever going to. wtf.
- I LOVE THIS PIC

Why is it so coupley?? It's like a soccer player with his hot young hipster piece on the side. Minus the like kekeke. D: Minho goddamnit let me date yr girlfriend.