hither and yon

This took fucking forever. Life has been draining me of life!! I'm so tired all the time, idk. It's hard to get the momentum going for these nothing posts when I could just as well spam twitter but~ I really want to get back into the groove of things.

I don't even remember how to do this! I open this page and I just talk?? What about? What did I do before? I have no memory of anything. wtf did I even have thoughts in the past? Was I even alive??

Okay I'll just free-associate or something. LOL because otherwise I'm so orderly~

( vintage whine aged in the finest crystal decanter )

LOL OKAY SO THIS PICSPAM WAS STARTED IN JUNE OF 2008 AND I'VE ALWAYS BEEN BOTHERED THAT I NEVER FINISHED IT. THREE YEARS AFTER I STARTED IT + ALMOST 2 YEARS AFTER THEY SPLIT UP IS THE BEST TIME OF COURSE.


I have no idea what my thought processes were when I was putting this spam together. I didn't have any non-disco pixx to share and care, but I spent a long time copy-pasting those fronds.

I don't know how to start this.

( this was perhaps not the wisest time of day to do this spam )

I feel really accomplished now! I have finally finished this THREE YEAR old spam. And oh man, making this post brought back so many more memories than I thought it would. I really loved these tragic weird white boys. <3__<3 Thanks for everything, disco. It was fun~

S C R E A M I N G

WHAT IS THE MATTER WITH THEM

I FUCKING LOVE THEM SO FUCKING MUCH I CANNOT I CANNOT I JUST CANNOT

edit: GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SCREAMING

MINHO AND JONGHYUN AT THE BEGINNING OF JOJO

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'M SMILING SO HARD GOD THEY JUST FUCKING ADORE EACH OTHER SO MUCH I AM SO IN LOVE WITH THEMMMMMMM

MY OTP MY OTP MY OTP!!!! I'VE NEVER HAD AN OTP BEFORE, I JUST SHIPPED EVERYONE WITH WHOEVER I LIKED BEST OR THE CANON MARRID PEOPLE BUT THIS!!!!!!!!! I AM SO DIE-HARD FOR THIS SHIP. JONGHO4EVER!!!!!

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<3_______________<3 WHAT IS UP WITH THEM, THEY'VE NEVER BEEN LIKE THIS BEFORE!!!! MY FAVORITE MUTUALLY AFFECTIONATE/ANTAGONIZING BROS!!! I LOVE THEM

BTW I AM NOT CUTTING ANY OF THIS!!! IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH IT, YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE TO TALK TO ME ABOUT HOW FUCKING CUTE THESE TWO IDIOTS ARE

spamming the December 2009 Vogue Korea photoshoot with SNSD's Seohyun and SHINee~

( wild swans )

Goddamnit why do I always take negative comments seriously? I actually thought Jonghyun would sound like shit on the SM the Ballad cover of Sorry Sorry and I was all ~:(((( his poor voice wat will become of him~ but what the fuck, he sounds fine. His lower range, like, exists in that song and everything. Seriously do not get why people are always bitching about him. Like those Onew fans who butt in to say how much better Onew would be at whatever Jonghyun is doing. wtf Jonghyun is so fucking harmless and easy to ignore if you really dislike him ~that~ much (SM the Ballad is like his first solo activity ever); leave him alone. <-- so much self-restraint not to caps+!!!!+Chris Crocker the fuck out of this sentence

Just, wrrrrry?? How can anyone hate him??? LOOK AT THIS CUTE HIPSTER PIECE OF SHIT

( GLASSES = GAME OVER )

DYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNG

I don't know when to stop talking: I do worry about his voice though. All the high/long parts he's been getting since Juliette has been wearing his voice out. Jonghyun's little aside in the GQ interview about how he thinks that your voice (as a main vocalist I'm assuming) doesn't improve because of how often and continuously you have to use it is just so D:-inducing. He still sounds good but I wish I could hear his voice be stronger and fuller like it was in the early days, if only so I know that he can actually still sing like that and that it's not gone. I'm ~concerned~ about all the Gayo Daejuns (end of the year music show specials) and their Japan showcases and their first concert being crammed within like a two week period. I hope he conserves his energy and doesn't blow out his voice but he's so hyper and he's already been committing a lot to the SMTB songs and and and. Jonghyunnnnnn. ;__; I don't think that his voice has legit degenerated (I think he sounds better singing Wheesung's Insomnia now (~upgraded version~), even as an imitation of Wheesung lol, than he did last year or whenever) but it's being used weirdly (I like the way he sang Jungyup's First Time back then better than the way he sang it on the radio in October). Just. JONGHYUNNNNNNNNNNNN. ;___;

Also I'm back hoam for the holidays! It's properly winter here (when we left LA the high was 80 degrees, SERIOUSLY) but even so it's not that cold. Honestly I wouldn't mind if the world ended in 2012.

What the hell, my posting pattern has been consistent across three weeks: post every day Sunday through Wednesday, don't post anything Thursday - Saturday. I guess that makes me look like I have some semblance of a life but I do not! idk why it's turning out like this~ Also, I assume that if I'm your fronds list, you do not mind useless spam because blogging is my life blood again. And I will most likely be obsessed with kpop until the end of time.

From my bullshit study assignment:
THIS SENTENCE. SAYS. NOTHING. It is a completely null set. Okay, it does say something, but in the wordiest and most meaningless way possible. You could condense it into five words, "women's movements change gender inequality," but he HAAAAS to cram all those fucking clauses and useless "phrases" in there. What the fuck, that's the kind of shit I do, and this asshole is being PAID for it. I fucking hate the professor. And academia in general for its douchemongering support of assholes like him. Ugh the worst is that he isn't even the worst.

fuckin A why am I not able to understand regression? I have so much dumb. 

Speaking of which, my angst with people used to be more focused on how much of an asshole everyone was. Now I'm in the process of accepting how fucking stupid people are. I include myself.

It was windy yesterday! My favorite weather. I always get in a good mood when I walk when it's windy. lol alliteration~ It's finally starting to get cold now. Winter clothes are starting to appear and omfg, I LOVE winter clothes. COATS. GODDAMN.

( segregating the kpop )

( a series of creeper comments about jonghyun )

My god I am such an attention whore. I've been updating Facebook a lot. And I keep wanting to update my OkCupid profile pictures. Also I am updating my LJ, durr hurr. Oh geez, the OkCupid thing is especially bad. You do not even understand how many times I've almost logged in to upload new pictures.

I'm under provisional admission to UCLA at the moment. I need to finish some incomplete coursework or else my admission will be canceled. I have made almost no progress and it is due next week. It's not even that I just need to finish it; it has to be, like... above a C. It's all shit. Anything that helps me escape is a brilliant idea. Which I suppose is why I keep circling around OkCupid.

I hate the apartment by the way. We've had to pay three months' rent already plus deposit and no one will even move in until September. I've never even seen the damn place. And the landlord is a grade A prick. I kind of hate him a lot.

ANYWAY ONTO MORE IMPORTANT THINGS


enderswrath where you at?? LOL DISCO. LOL RYAN ROSS. *____* BDEN. Oh some things truly never change. This picture literally feels like worlds colliding. On one side, bdon looks like the beautiful fairy of goodwill he is, radiant and obnoxious in the full bloom of youth. On the other side, Ryan Ross looks like a shabby hobo salaryman from some crappy 1980s condo closet. I sure put together a lot of words in that sentence. I like that people are flipping out about it because my heart skipped a beat when I saw it too. Oh shit what if a Spencer and Jon version surfaced?! That would be... no, actually I don't care about that. Goddamnit disco put out some music.

Man, bandom really crashed and burned. To be honest I'm kind of worried about kpop doing the same, though more because the industry itself is so sketchy. Everyone is so fucking overworked, I'm afraid they're all going to keel over. It is seriously ridiculous. There are actually a lot of lawsuits going around right now from band members suing their companies for unfair contract terms. Plus, there are just way too many groups debuting. It's just too much money-grubbing going at too fast a pace. I'm worried for SNSD. :d

I'm also worried that Parks & Recreation will be canceled. It's only getting a half season or some shit. WHY. WHHHHYYYY. It cannot be canceled. CANNOT. I love it so much!! It has to make it to five seasons, at least!! My heart, it is clinging. :(

THINGS I LOVE: PEOPLE OUTSIDE OF ANIME BEING CALLED TSUNDERE
Like John Watson of Sherlock Holmes!! LOOOOOOLZ. And Jessica from SNSD!!! Though I don't think that quite fits. LOLZ WHATEVER, I LOVE IRL TSUNDERES

What the hell is Liz Phair up to these days? I listened to Exile in Guyville all the way through today, which is pretty much the only way I can listen to it. That album and whitechocolatespaceegg are both paced so well. It's so confident and assured.

I always talk about this but it's because I really am amazed each time: music can make you remember EVERYTHING. I remember how I first heard of Liz Phair (VH1 music videos late at night in a hotel room, Why Can't I?), what made me decide to buy the CD (looking her up online and reading the lyrics to Divorce Song), where I was when I first listened to it (in the car on the way to dinner with my grandmother), my first reaction ('her voice is so much deeper than in her other song!'), all of that. I really miss discovering music that I love like that. Everything is digital and low-risk now, which I'm not complaining about because of my lack of monies and such, but the intangibility does kind of dilute things. Scrolling through a tracklist doesn't feel the same as skipping through a CD. Also I hate it when music blogs put pictures of the band by the downloads. Jesus, seriously??? It's like when they put a picture of the author next to the article. What is the point of that?

escape escape escape!