lol idk, I think it was mostly laziness and a stubborn unwillingness to put effort into myself. I don't know how to cook anything either lol. It was all pretty stupid, there's no reason why I let my eating get so fucking disordered over the summer, and then when I came home it was already a habit so I just continued not eating that much. But I'm getting back on track.

& ty for your concern all throughout the time I've known you, and for your reminders that food is good and necessary. It's a simple thing but easy to forget, ty ty ;;

LOL noooo she wasn't! Oh I just tried to think of ways to clarify the conversation but I guess it just doesn't make much sense in general (~except to me~) because there's not any more context lol. Anyway Jonghyun is an elf not a gnome. ㅎㅅㅎ