kerpingtack | what is wrong with the clock on this computer

It's only 2:20, it says it's on US Pacific time and Daylight Savings is set properly, so... I'm just going to manually change it.

GO BAAAAAAAAAAABY

UH OKAY personal life bullshit: that squishy-cute OkCupid guy from San Francisco and I are like eyeing each other I guess, and he wants to meet this weekend. Okay well that's not going to happen for a number of reasons. OH MY GOD WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN SO FAST. I am not prepared! I am too skittish and without confidence. EXTREME TURN ONS AMIRITE. Long story short, I am making myself sick, thinking about this. And by making myself sick, I discover anew that I seriously hate myself. I AM UNBEARABLE. AUUUGHHH.

I fell while I was racing JJB (I AM A MATURE 21 YR OLD ADULT) and my knee hurts like a motherfuck. Gaaawddaaaaaaamn.

Great, now I am feeling all weepy and fucked up and sentimental. I don't want anything, and I don't want to want anything, except for how I want everything everything everything, since I was old enough to understand that I was allowed to want. Sometimes it's like I want everything so badly it's like I don't want anything at all. If I could just KNOW which way will turn out right, which way will make me into the person I'm supposed to be. But that's how everyone feels.

Things I love: Avatar. Fuck, people are not fucking around when they say the action is good. Holy hell. I was watching The Drill (season two, episode... somethingteen) and I was like "christ, this looks DAMN GOOD." The detailing, the way that it is so recognizable as real martial arts (well, apart from the obvious), it takes it all to another LEVEL YOU KNOW. I love the animation of Ty Lee, Azula, and Jet in particular. I love Sokka, I love Toph, I even love stupid useless Momo thanks to that mini Momo's Day story thing. (Also I kind of love Momo's stupid uselessness; animal sidekicks are like always clever and speshul, but Momo is just STUPID and USELESS. it is refreshing!!) I like Iroh and Zuko and all the random side villagers with their clothes from real places and eras (HANBOKS!! I SAW THEM!!!!). I like that Katara and Aang are genuinely likeable and amazing yet consistently irritating at times. I like that so many fight scenes in the second season involve girls, straight up legit. I respect Azula for being the HBIC. Bitch crazy. Repeat crazy love for world-building and continuity and amaaazing natural growth in depth and width of storyline and characterization. This show seriously blows my mind, it is SO UNNECESSARILY GOOD. OMG. In fact the only things I don't like about it so far is that library episode (because I felt sorry for the giant creepy owl) and that Mei person. ARGH I HATE HER. SHE IS SO ANNOYING.

Also I am hungry.