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counting at war ([personal profile] kerpingtack) wrote2011-02-08 12:19 pm

GINSENG ENERGY DRANK

EHEHEHE okay I drank half a can of an energy drink for the first time in my life~ and I am ehehehehehehe omg twitching. TWITCHING. FUCK OKAY LET ME TELL YOU MY DAYS, ALL MY DAYS

WEDNESDAY: SOASH OF EDUCATION PAPER DUE, DESTROYED FOR ENTIRE WEEK IN COMBO PROCRASTINATION-NO SLEEP-FUCKED UP WORK SCHEDULE-DOPROSSION
THURSDAY: SOASH OF CONVO STRUCTURES EXERCISE 2 DUE
FRIDAY: 5 HRS OF WORK, DRIVE 5 HRS HOME FOR...
SATURDAY: JJB'S 10TH BIRTHDAY!!! AHHHH AWESOME
SUNDAY: CHURCH, TJMAXX & ROSS WITH SOME A-HOLE, DRIVE 5 HRS THROUGH THE NIGHT BACK HERE
MONDAY: SOASH OF EDUCATION READING SUMMARY DUE
TUESDAY: SOASH OF CRIME MIDTERM LOLOOLOLOL B- AT BEST
WEDNESDAY: SOASH THEORY MIDTERM LOLOLOLOL D: WHY
THURSDAY: SOASH OF CONVO STRUCTURES EXERCISE 3 DUE

THIS WAS ALL IN CAPSLOCK BECAUSE I THOUGHT I HIT THE KEY WITH MY PINKY HARD ENOUGH BUT I DIDN'T AND EHEHEHEEHHEH FUCKING TWITCH TWITCH

okay. omg my chest is all hollow and shaky and overwhelmed. And I just listened to Lucifer backwards because my iPod is a testament to my obsession and I have shit like Lucifer backwards on it. IF ONLY I HAD A FIVE MINUTE RECORDING OF KPOP PEOPLE JUST BREATHING TOO, I WOULD PUT IT ON MY IPOD AND FIVE DIFFERENT PLAYLISTS TOO!!!111

I forgot to write down my new years resolutions (or make them) but I'm saying them now.
1. GRADUATE FROM COLLEGE JESUS FUCKING CHRIST
2. comment more on lj
That;s it. I have no other goals I think I could reach, ahahaaa. I;'m not even boterhing to be like "loooool lose weight loooooooool" or "make fronds." how the fuck would either of those things happen. I will be friendless and dumpy for the rest of my life.

also I am sort of achieving toward 2!!1 I ahve commented like 5 different times on the bitchy kpop anon meme, which was terrifying and made me feel accomplished. LOL the first time I commented someone page-breaked (that's when someone fucks up the html for the entire page of comments or whatever, idk anything about anything) and it scared the shit out of me. I thought I did it accidentally or something. I love the anon meme. Tehre's a fight club kind of code around it but no one reads this and also I drank half a can of an energy drink and I get fucking wired from soda, my system is not prepared for this. It is so soashilogically interesting and I'm dumb, I think all the memes and nicknames and exclusive in-joke language are really really funny.

microsoash is so dumb and pointless to the history of humanity and the universe. It's like other people's dreams; that shit is only itneresting to the person talking about it. That is my way of saying that later I am going to write giant dumb paragraphs about kpopsecretmeme2 and how much I love it soashilogically.

There's something fascinating about negative opinions. No follow-up, just saying. I love the "there's something [adj] about [noun]" sentence structure. It evokes the vague emotion I have toward the noun without actually saying anything, eheheheheheh.

I will comment on a bunch of kpop fics too. I am going to put myself out there and hope no one will ever click back to my journal and see all this bullshit.

The only thing the people I love fannishly have in common is that I love them. <3__<3

all my percolated SHINee-related thoughts
- lol their Seoul Music Awards acceptance speeches. those bitches weren't even thinking about mentioning Jonghyun. ilu Minho, thank god you're there to be lovely and considerate~ In general, I think Minho and Jonghyun are the most openly affectionate/frondly members of the group and they do the shout-outs. like Jonghyun mentioning Minho's birfday during the GDA speech and the "Onew-hyung are you watching~"
- tbh I also think they're the two who like SHINee the most even though Minho isn't that musically relevant to the group and though Jonghyun is a moody lazy shit sometimes about it. they're the two who really love everyone in SHINee I think. Onew, Taemin, and Key are clearly SO much closer to people outside of SHINee that it's kinda depressing but there's not that much of a clear marked distance for Jonghyun and Minho and the group. at least to me. okay I think too much about this.
- I seriously love Jonghyun so much. G20's Let's Go came up on shuffle and his part came up and it was just so pleasing and I felt smiley and I love him.
- I think Onew has a better natural voice (his tone/texture), but Jonghyun is the better singer. Not just in technique and control and range, but in understanding/interpreting the song and emoting and being versatile. They are both rly talented though.
- All I really want to do is post kpop youtube videos and talk about them, post kpop songs and talk about them, and post kpop pics and talk about them. I have so many feelings. 

JJB IS 10 YEARS OLD NOW!! AAHHHH <3