action philosopher

Listening to Arj Barker and thinking about how I would. idk I've been fixated on typefying my uhh type forever, because I LOVE overanalyzing what I like and making lists and shit. idk. I like boys with dark hair and big eyes? Yeah that sounds about right. 

I'm ruined forever. I saw this gif and I thought "oh! Zayn's face is so small! The size of a fist!" The only way it could've been worse is if I thought "omo!" 

I hate being so scared to check emails, or any kind of response. Sometimes I still wish I was dead.

I can't think of anything else to say to take the edge off of that lol. That'll have to do.