hello we meet again
May. 28th, 2010 06:27 amI am awake right now because... why? WHY. I have like twelve thousand things to do for the Korean school student exhibition tonight and I'm not doing any of it, as I am very busy being too tired to sleep!!!!!!!
I've been running every other day for the past few weeks but I've missed a few days due to the weather/not giving a fuck and it's making me fucking anxious. Why am I so crazy??? LET IT GO SELF. YOU RAN, IT'S ENOUGH. voice in head: you'll never get anywhere in life! you can't commit to shit! also you are fat! OMG WHY AM I SO CRAZY. I KNOW THESE ARE NOT GOOD THINGS TO THINK. WHY CAN I NOT STOP THINKING THEM
Every day/week/torturous lifetime is sooo up and down. I read a couple volumes of Yotsuba&! and felt cute as hell today driving to my mom's office because I had a braid in my hair (I LOVE BRAIDS) and I was spazzing out to Ted Leo's Bottled in Cork. I had a non-failure interaction with this dude at my mom's office (I 'helped' him find a client file for a James Brown, owww we felt good dunuhnuhnuhnuhnuh). Oh but by late afternoon I felt more like myself and right now I feel cold and hungry and tired.
I HAVE LITERALLY NOTHING ELSE TO TALK ABOUT. I CAN'T BELIEVE HOW MUCH I SUCK AS A PERSON. OMFG
ummmm I love Parks & Recreation. Leslie is my most best favorite!!!! I love her. And I seriously love how the show lets other people love her too. Like, Leslie is clearly a pure beam of light, and I love how the other characters recognize and respond to it. There's so much genuine understated affection on that show. <3___<3 LOL I am still waiting for Ben to prove that he is good enough for Leslie. Prove yourself, Adam Scott's Endearing Face. Also I am dying for Andy/April to work out. And Rob Lowe/Ann Perkins. It's a good thing that Rob Lowe seems to play that kind of character often, because he definitely should be THAT GUY all the time.
I've been running every other day for the past few weeks but I've missed a few days due to the weather/not giving a fuck and it's making me fucking anxious. Why am I so crazy??? LET IT GO SELF. YOU RAN, IT'S ENOUGH. voice in head: you'll never get anywhere in life! you can't commit to shit! also you are fat! OMG WHY AM I SO CRAZY. I KNOW THESE ARE NOT GOOD THINGS TO THINK. WHY CAN I NOT STOP THINKING THEM
Every day/week/torturous lifetime is sooo up and down. I read a couple volumes of Yotsuba&! and felt cute as hell today driving to my mom's office because I had a braid in my hair (I LOVE BRAIDS) and I was spazzing out to Ted Leo's Bottled in Cork. I had a non-failure interaction with this dude at my mom's office (I 'helped' him find a client file for a James Brown, owww we felt good dunuhnuhnuhnuhnuh). Oh but by late afternoon I felt more like myself and right now I feel cold and hungry and tired.
I HAVE LITERALLY NOTHING ELSE TO TALK ABOUT. I CAN'T BELIEVE HOW MUCH I SUCK AS A PERSON. OMFG
ummmm I love Parks & Recreation. Leslie is my most best favorite!!!! I love her. And I seriously love how the show lets other people love her too. Like, Leslie is clearly a pure beam of light, and I love how the other characters recognize and respond to it. There's so much genuine understated affection on that show. <3___<3 LOL I am still waiting for Ben to prove that he is good enough for Leslie. Prove yourself, Adam Scott's Endearing Face. Also I am dying for Andy/April to work out. And Rob Lowe/Ann Perkins. It's a good thing that Rob Lowe seems to play that kind of character often, because he definitely should be THAT GUY all the time.
