SCREAMING

SCREAMING

MY MASTERPIECE DVD CAME

MY HEAD IS IN A ROAR

I'M SO HAPPY I CAN'T FEEL ANYTHING

CRYING & DYING

THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME

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LOL MASTERPIECE DVD PHOTOSHOOT

IDC ;w;

( EVERYTHING IS IMPORTANT )

lol okay

I had to leave for my brother's taekwondo class for a couple of hours and I ate dinner, did some housework etc., I come back lol I didn't even post this before I left! I was in such a tizzy.

CRYING I HAVEN'T EVEN OPENED THE ACTUAL DVD YET BUT THERE IS SO MUCH STUFF IN JUST THE SPECIAL DVD I'M FUCKING CRYING CRYING LITERALLY MY EYES ARE WATERING I WATCHED TWO FANCAMS JONGHYUN IS THE MOST PERFECT PERSON THE MOST I LOVE HIM NOW I HAVE TO GO FOR LIKE TWO HOURS (!!!!!!!! WHY GOD WHY)

sigh while I was washing the dishes and mopping the floor and cleaning up Chorong's vicious litter box, I wasn't even anxious to run to the sweet wonderland of delight the DVD has made of my laptop. I am just filled with a sense of calm and contentment. I will savor each fancam with endless wonder. *~~*

also lol I recorded myself watching one of the vids to send to my sister (who says I look "weird" and "creepy" when I watch jjong fancams) and I look like I'm in pain lololol it's like my face is melting off. Also I beat the crap out of my pillow lololol