I've been kind of in an ANNOYED mood all day. I woke pissed because roomie blew in at like 10 AM or whatever. I slept a little more though and got up at 12:30ish. Then I couldn't stop thinking about how roomie totally stole my cheap canvas bag. SHE HAS HER OWN. She's so goddamn stupid, she probably thought mine was hers but ughhhhhhh it WAS mine, and now she put it away somewhere and I can't get to it. Like I don't need it so it's not a big deal, but she's so stupid and if I confront her I'll probably end up looking like a conniving misled psycho b/c she'll think that "no, the bag is mine." >:(
I bummed around too long and I ended up being late to work hurr hurr. And I didn't have time to take a shower. Work is the only reason I have to go on campus on Fridays. It's annoying. EVERYTHING IS ANNOYING.
Break time for a list of people I hate the most at UCLA:
1. That Stupid Bitch from the library. Not just any stupid bitch, she is That Stupid Bitch.
2. Super Douche from the library. He is so douchey, it's physically disgusting.
3. super bitchy girl in my philosophy section. Seriously, she is SO BITCHY
4. everyone else
Then people were mean on the internets. Everyone is so awful. HOW CAN OBAMA BE PRESIDENT AND EVERYONE STILL BE COMPLETE COCKS? LOL WHAT. Whatever, I don't have the capacity to believe in people at this stage (stage = 3+ years) in my life.
I don't know, the world is just all wrong. There's so much hate for women. Especially if they're famous in any way. It's not right. (wrt reactions to Kristen Stewart, who's starring in Twilight, and Keltie Colleen, who is Ryan Ross's girlfriend). And on a more petty level, everyone is just so willing to go along with hateful crude observations if it makes them feel better about whatever. Right people being mean on the internet isn't going to kill anyone (err exceptions do exist) but if you don't have to be, why should you be mean? It's like people deliberately miscontrue things so they can burn with h8. General reactions to celebrities. People don't remember or want to remember that everyone's human. Everyone's just really selfish.
I'm totally included in all of this btw. I hate being myself so much. Just I hate myself so much. Nothing about me is good and I am never going to be able to get out of it. Like my fucking head never stops, I'm always thinking the same stupid shit and it never changes, I'm always the same. Everything gets further and further into me. It's unbearable.
Also I'm starting to really really miss my iPod.
