j'ai faim

HERE I AM, AWAKE, 2 HOURS UNTIL MY BULLSHIT INTRO SOASH FINAL

My stats prof emailed to say that the final grades were posted already. The website doesn't have the grade for the final exam but it does have "Final Grades," and it says that I have an A. wot. That seriously cannot be right. The stats final went horrrrrrribly. For fuck's sake I was over an hour late because I thought it started at NINE instead of eight. (?????????????? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME.) And I failed that piece of shit like none other. The final was worth 40%; I did okay on the other 60% except for the quizzes. It's possible that I didn't fail the class and got above a C, but there's no way I got a solid A.

This soash final is worth 45% of the grade. I don't know how to study for it so I pretty much didn't! LOL I don't take this class seriously at all.

the real reason I opened up the lj tab:

CRYING WAIT LOOOOOOL OMG SHINEE'S PERFORMANCE OF LUCIFER AT THE GOLDEN DISK AWARDS

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL O M G O M G OMGGGG

WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT

I WOULD BE SO EMBARRASSED IF I HAD STANDARDS ANYMORE. I'M LITERALLY TEARING UP FROM LAUGHING. WHAT ARE THEY WEARING. WHAT ARE THEY DOING. WHAT WAS GOING ON. THEY CANNOT PERFORM LUCIFER ANYMORE, THEY WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO TOP JONGHYUN ON THOSE THRONES (MULTIPLE!!!!!!!! LOL WHY DID THEY HAVE HIM WALK FROM ONE THRONE TO ANOTHER A;LDJFSAL;DKJF;KLWJER;LK LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL I LOVE HIM) PURE INSANITY.

HAVE A LINK DAMNIT

AND YAY SNSD WON THE ALBUM DAESANG YAY

PS WHY IS KPOP LJ/ENGLISH-SPEAKING FANDOM SO TERRIBLE. THERE IS NO ~SAFE SPACE~ TO GO. THE ONLY ACTIVE PLACES ARE SO FULL OF STUPIDITY AND BITCHINESS AND LIKE RACISM/SEXISM/ETC OR THEY'RE FORUMS WHICH ARE REALLY NOT MY THING. SO STARVED TO SEE HAPPY CAPSLOCKING ABOUT SHINEE BUT I GOTTA IGNORE ALL THESE STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE WITH THEIR DUMB HANG-UPS ARRGHHHHHH

i know exactly what i want and who i want to be

Wow I actually felt okay about that final! AND I checked my stats grade again; it says I officially have an A. ?!!?!?!?!?!?! WELL OKAY. I'M NOT GOING TO COMPLAIN EVEN THOUGH THAT MAKES NO SENSE. Please god do not let that be a mistake, pls pls plsssss.

Also I got all dressed up today because I'm only on campus a few hours. I feel cute as hell even though I know my eyes are all dead from my glorious two hours of sleep. Mrowwwr.

Celebr8ion!!! Don't give a shit, gonna post this gif+picspam I've had ready!!!

 

( longcat is long )

salut her with joy

Man I really didn't realize just how popular SNSD was. I mean, I knew they were popular and beloved, but I thought it was like a generalized girl group popularity, even if they're at the top of that particular heap, and I was worried that they'd drop out of public favor and disband and be forgotten. OMG that's not going to happen anytime soon, AT ALL. They're the first girl group to ever win the Album Daesang award (which is like The Big Award I guess?? the Korean music industry is kind of shambling, they have like twelve different charts and different companies boycott different awards shows, etc. but I know this is a big deal!!) and the first artist ever to win both the Album Daesang and the Digital Music Daesang. They are so loved. Look at this fancam, they were so not expecting it. Everyone looks genuinely shocked. Taeyeon crying, she doesn't usually cry. The way they pull each other in for a hug at the end. ;____;

( ;____; i say ;____; )

Oh man, when they first debuted they had a lot of stupid little controversies that were just people giving them shit for no reason. In 2008 a bunch of fan clubs for other bands got together and decided to "boycott" them during the Dream Concert, so when SNSD went on stage like the whole stadium turned off their glowsticks and stayed silent the entire performance. Shit like that. But now they're really number one in the whole country, not just among girl groups or idols, and they're so down-to-earth and funny and kind and they really love one another. Oh man. I'm so soft inside right now. SOSHI FOREVER YOU GUYS